I can’t really see myself in the future. I don’t mean to sound pessimistic but I just really don’t see myself living for that long. I try to picture myself older and all I see is the same me just taller lol. Seriously, just the same exact face just in a different suit in a different setting. The suit is my occupation of course. As of now it’s either a teacher or doctor. I honestly want both but I feel like the doctor wins at the end of the day. I said doctor first and teacher second but it looks like it’ll be the other way around. You’re only as great as you make yourself out to be. It’s all a process, really haha. I repeat things to make my mind accept them, cycle them, and just do them instinctively and naturally. I’ve been on a one-tracked mindset for all my life, ever since innocence was lost anyways. But that mindset didn’t work. It wasn’t all wrong, but it wasn’t all right. All things in moderation. I just gotta adjust a couple things and reset myself. I’ll retrace my steps only to learn a newer, better way to do things. The longer you hold on to the past, the longer you’ll stay still. Idle. Stuck. Moving on. Moving on. I wanted things to be easy. But really I wanted things easier. I have it easy. I have it great. Life isn’t as bad as I make it out to be. Life’s what you make it, so let’s make it rock. Yea, I went there lol. Different focus. Better focus. I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t know what I can accomplish. I don’t know what I can be. I just have to keep on going and see what I can make of myself. I hope it’s something great. But I just gotta be patient. I picture this great life ahead of me. It’s not gonna happen right away. But i just gotta work at it.  Again, life isn’t as bad as of right now. I just gotta enjoy as much as possible. Prayer. Focus. Work. Fun. Good stuff. Thank the Lord for everything and everyone.

Life’s a climb, but the view is great.